才知道

一直以为不存在
直到此刻才知道
其实一直都存在
一直以为不在乎
直到此刻才知道
其实一直都很在乎
一直以为坦然否认
直到此刻才知道
其实骗不了自己
直到此刻感觉来了
却又是时候放手
直到此刻才知道
原来自己后知后觉

期待

原来
这个时候
我期待
笑话
因为
我病了
笑
或许
不能
驱百病
但
至少
我
需要

Zzz

What do you usually do when you are happy?
I do anything because everything makes me happy.
What do you usually so when you are sad?
I do nothing because everything makes me sad.
What do you usually do when you are neither happy nor sad?
I guess,
Is sleeping.
And that’s why I like to sleep.

LOVE

Days are overwhelmed with joys and love. Though love tends to spoil me yet I am gratified.
Often, people say,
Smile shortens the distance between one another, but I would say it's love that plays the role.
They also say,
Laughter is the best medicine ever, and I would say without love, laughter could be search from nowhere.
Love is capable of everything.
So, when you are knocked down by life, just remember your sources of love as that will be the key of motivation, the key to hold you up.
I love you.

Sorry!

Recently, she fails to do everything and thus, she fails to joke anymore. “Why?” frequents her the most but unfortunately, not even she,herself could reply. The most reasonable answer that she claims is her fragility. Her mind is completely filled with the intention to escape from failures for she is too frail. Once she falls, she is afraid of not capable of getting up.
At the same time, she is guilt-stricken for showing solemn face to her one very special friend continually. She hates to escape to her yet she does. Now, she seeks apology and promises to return as a joker as soon as possible.

The missing Thing

She overslept for ten minutes after merely three-hour of sleep. English assignment which she detested drained all her spirit and her bed stole her soul. On the way up to a joyful highland, moody and intense expression hung on her face. Once she arrived there, a place that she paid her last visit several years ago, mist and chilly wind surprised her. After all, the saying she hears about how Genting Highland is no longer where one will chill down to the bone isn’t as rumor has spread it to be.
Satisfied, she temporarily and eventually chased away the stresses that have been taunting her for the past seven months. For it was the first time she visited this place with her college friends, she decided to make the trip a memorable and remarkable one.
There, she started her day. She screamed her lung out regardless of her feelings- upset, fed-up, tensed, scared or happy. To her, that’s the only place where she can raise her voice without getting complaints. Soon, she completed all the must-try missions, then, she lost her passion to play again. The passion she once possessed during her childhood.
Boredom and tension then began filling the emptiness inside her. Later, despair was the visitor. Her happy childhood kept reminding her of how miserable her last year of teenage has been. In her eighteenth and nineteenth year of living that she expected to be the craziest she would ever be, nothing has been gained. Instead, something is lost. And that thing is none other than her innocence.

空气。声音

我试图让声音填满你和我的世界，
因为在听不见声音的时候，
我们之间像没有空气，
我和你仿佛隔着银河，
你问我为何在太空强求空气的存在，
我只能说我是一个依靠着空气生存的地球人，
那么的脆弱，
那么的执着。