Thursday, July 29, 2010

The missing Thing


She overslept for ten minutes after merely three-hour of sleep. English assignment which she detested drained all her spirit and her bed stole her soul. On the way up to a joyful highland, moody and intense expression hung on her face. Once she arrived there, a place that she paid her last visit several years ago, mist and chilly wind surprised her. After all, the saying she hears about how Genting Highland is no longer where one will chill down to the bone isn’t as rumor has spread it to be.
Satisfied, she temporarily and eventually chased away the stresses that have been taunting her for the past seven months. For it was the first time she visited this place with her college friends, she decided to make the trip a memorable and remarkable one.
There, she started her day. She screamed her lung out regardless of her feelings- upset, fed-up, tensed, scared or happy. To her, that’s the only place where she can raise her voice without getting complaints. Soon, she completed all the must-try missions, then, she lost her passion to play again. The passion she once possessed during her childhood.
Boredom and tension then began filling the emptiness inside her. Later, despair was the visitor. Her happy childhood kept reminding her of how miserable her last year of teenage has been. In her eighteenth and nineteenth year of living that she expected to be the craziest she would ever be, nothing has been gained. Instead, something is lost. And that thing is none other than her innocence.

Friday, July 16, 2010

空气。声音

我试图让声音填满你和我的世界,
因为在听不见声音的时候,
我们之间像没有空气,
我和你仿佛隔着银河,
你问我为何在太空强求空气的存在,
我只能说我是一个依靠着空气生存的地球人,
那么的脆弱,
那么的执着。

得几分?

明敏, 你数学得几分?科学呢?地理呢?从小到大, 我们的生活就得用分数来评好或坏,考试, 比赛甚至品行。 在电影里分数的惯用性更可以说是到了顶点,因为男主角都爱让女主角为自己的表现打分。 当时我在想, 直到现在我还在想, 爱情是能用分数来评的吗?前几天, 我让我一位朋友为她身边的朋友也打分,当然其中包括我。结果很出人意表, 我竟然在榜首之中,我得了八十分。 由于这个实验并没有足够的变数, 错误的巴仙率我无从计算。从科学的角度来看,这个实验没有结论, 简单的说,没有意义。 只有在人的心理变化成为了固定性变数,这评分的准确性才能做定论。 此时此刻,友情到底能用分数来评吗?