才知道

一直以为不存在
直到此刻才知道
其实一直都存在
一直以为不在乎
直到此刻才知道
其实一直都很在乎
一直以为坦然否认
直到此刻才知道
其实骗不了自己
直到此刻感觉来了
却又是时候放手
直到此刻才知道
原来自己后知后觉

期待

原来
这个时候
我期待
笑话
因为
我病了
笑
或许
不能
驱百病
但
至少
我
需要

Zzz

What do you usually do when you are happy?
I do anything because everything makes me happy.
What do you usually so when you are sad?
I do nothing because everything makes me sad.
What do you usually do when you are neither happy nor sad?
I guess,
Is sleeping.
And that’s why I like to sleep.

LOVE

Days are overwhelmed with joys and love. Though love tends to spoil me yet I am gratified.
Often, people say,
Smile shortens the distance between one another, but I would say it's love that plays the role.
They also say,
Laughter is the best medicine ever, and I would say without love, laughter could be search from nowhere.
Love is capable of everything.
So, when you are knocked down by life, just remember your sources of love as that will be the key of motivation, the key to hold you up.
I love you.

Sorry!

Recently, she fails to do everything and thus, she fails to joke anymore. “Why?” frequents her the most but unfortunately, not even she,herself could reply. The most reasonable answer that she claims is her fragility. Her mind is completely filled with the intention to escape from failures for she is too frail. Once she falls, she is afraid of not capable of getting up.
At the same time, she is guilt-stricken for showing solemn face to her one very special friend continually. She hates to escape to her yet she does. Now, she seeks apology and promises to return as a joker as soon as possible.

The missing Thing

She overslept for ten minutes after merely three-hour of sleep. English assignment which she detested drained all her spirit and her bed stole her soul. On the way up to a joyful highland, moody and intense expression hung on her face. Once she arrived there, a place that she paid her last visit several years ago, mist and chilly wind surprised her. After all, the saying she hears about how Genting Highland is no longer where one will chill down to the bone isn’t as rumor has spread it to be.
Satisfied, she temporarily and eventually chased away the stresses that have been taunting her for the past seven months. For it was the first time she visited this place with her college friends, she decided to make the trip a memorable and remarkable one.
There, she started her day. She screamed her lung out regardless of her feelings- upset, fed-up, tensed, scared or happy. To her, that’s the only place where she can raise her voice without getting complaints. Soon, she completed all the must-try missions, then, she lost her passion to play again. The passion she once possessed during her childhood.
Boredom and tension then began filling the emptiness inside her. Later, despair was the visitor. Her happy childhood kept reminding her of how miserable her last year of teenage has been. In her eighteenth and nineteenth year of living that she expected to be the craziest she would ever be, nothing has been gained. Instead, something is lost. And that thing is none other than her innocence.

空气。声音

我试图让声音填满你和我的世界，
因为在听不见声音的时候，
我们之间像没有空气，
我和你仿佛隔着银河，
你问我为何在太空强求空气的存在，
我只能说我是一个依靠着空气生存的地球人，
那么的脆弱，
那么的执着。

得几分？

明敏， 你数学得几分？科学呢？地理呢？从小到大, 我们的生活就得用分数来评好或坏，考试， 比赛甚至品行。 在电影里分数的惯用性更可以说是到了顶点，因为男主角都爱让女主角为自己的表现打分。 当时我在想， 直到现在我还在想， 爱情是能用分数来评的吗？前几天， 我让我一位朋友为她身边的朋友也打分，当然其中包括我。结果很出人意表， 我竟然在榜首之中，我得了八十分。 由于这个实验并没有足够的变数， 错误的巴仙率我无从计算。从科学的角度来看，这个实验没有结论， 简单的说，没有意义。 只有在人的心理变化成为了固定性变数，这评分的准确性才能做定论。 此时此刻，友情到底能用分数来评吗?

寂寞之最

世界上最遥远的距离不是生离死别，而是我站在你面前你却不知道我爱你。
世界上最寂寞的事情并不是活在荒岛上，而是我坐在你面前你却不知道要对我说什么。

Failure

When are doing nothing, you are totally a failure.
When you have nothing to do, you are completely a failure.
So, what should i do when i am already a failure?

我以为

我以为
你一直跟在我身边
当我寻找你的踪迹
才发现我已把你落在某处
都怪你太轻盈
都怪我的以为
可见不着你时
我的心里只留
空虚
原来
你又是那么的重
我四处寻找
着时
你的模样依旧
我的心却随着它
流逝
不带走云彩的

joker vs loser

Someday, when a joker loses all its memories of jokes,
it is no longer a joker.
It is only a loser.

凡人

车外的景象在眼前飘过
与你的片段在脑海里飘着
脸上轻轻的微笑期待着
在回到家中的第一刻迎见片段中的你
再一次你那不屑的神情
让我的微笑无处可留
我所盼望的原来只是奢望
奢望的代价原来就是失望
当我留白着我的生活
你却充实的过着没有我的日子
在你的眼里我好傻
我傻得连我在浪费着你的时间
我也还懵然不知
别问我何必， 这将伤致最深
别问我何必， 我只不过是个凡人

选择

我已做了选择
要成为你生命中的色彩
因为你的出现
让我忆起那似曾相识的感觉
唯一不同的是
这感觉在我心里像浪般汹涌
我仿佛海上的一支小船
随着翻腾的浪花波动
你的笑容是我的快乐
你的忧愁是我的伤悲
你的不屑是滴在我心上的柠檬汁
我试着为你涂上色彩
可你总像防水布 让我无可奈何
我的无奈会让你的脸染上黑色
从此为你彩上黑色成为我的嗜好
只怕我会太贪心
有天我下手会太重
后来让你愧疚也变成我的乐趣
只怕我会太贪心
有天会让麻木的种子在你心田里发芽
我太贪心
只因为我不想再不在乎

Physics-Love

When I adjust my frequency so near to yours, beat is made,
When you adjust your frequency same to mine, beat isn’t felt,
As you’ve broken my heart.

Specially for You

When you are thirsty
It is the time wet your mouth
When you are hungry
It is the time to fill in the blank
When you yawn
It is the time to make love with your bed
When you have lost something
It is the time to find substitution
When you are annoyed by noise
It is the time to search for peace
When you are jailed in peace
It is the time to make an escape
When you feel yourself suffocating
It is the time to take a deep breath
When you find your heart stop beating
It is the time to resuscitate it with defibrillator
When you have forgotten to smile
It is the time to find a joker to remind you
When joker has disappeared one day
Just think of the jokes that will make you smile again

活在当下

夕阳无限好
只是近黄昏
莫怨无情夜
月光还指路
夜尽无不明
落田耕耘去
锄停即夕阳
又是无限好
何必叹夜临

施舍

镜子就在你前面
我就站在你身后
盯着镜子里的你
不错过每分每秒
留神的等待着，你
好心施舍的一刻
即使一个不屑的眼神
可我实在异想天开
施舍对你而言实是费神
而施舍给我无疑是费时

no WHY

When I was a five
I asked my mama why she married my papa
She told me that the time to get marry has reached
Then I wondered why my father isn’t Obama
When I was seven
I asked my mama why I need to study
She told me that is to get a well-paid job in the future
Then I wondered is housewife a well-paid job
When I was ten
I asked my mama why I need to complete tones of homework
She told me that practice makes perfect
Then I wondered why papa always say that mama is perfect
When I was …
When I was nineteen
I asked myself why it is so cold inside while a hot sun is shining outside now
I don’t know why
May be is due to the ABC that I have eaten
If there is always definite reason after why
There will be no me in this world
As my mama will never marry my papa

新开始

在倒退车厢里
看不见前方
试着回眸过去
来不及看清
它们已迹不可寻
我惟有睡一觉
到了该下车的时候
就从新寻找方向

写爱情

哨子响起后
绳子缓缓地
绷紧起来了
我一味地拉
却未敢使力
就怕你受伤
就怕你放手
就怕我会赢
这样的拔河
并毫无意义
是时候选择
放手弃权或
不留情地拉
然后失去你

无言

房里终于重获宁静
原来是喜鹊没唱歌
它不唱因为累了
它累了因为唱得太多
它唱太多因为怕闷
它怕闷因为它是喜鹊
感受着房里的宁静
太浓的宁静让人惧让人慌
拨首歌试图冲淡宁静
歌的旋律似乎在衬托宁静
歌词
你站在我后面，是沉默跟勇敢
却与实况
你坐在我后面，是沉默跟冷淡
形成对比
若有天喜鹊失声了
房里会冷到冰点吗？

无奈

此时
此刻
脑海仿佛眼前的白纸
空白
原来
我们之间的回忆那么
零落
昔日
虽不是莫逆但也谈得上是
知心
此时
惟能叹息我们的互动只剩
点头
微笑

无奈

湖面被掀起了涟漪
欲静却不被允许，因
你随意扔下的小石子
你无心踢下的小沙子
你无意中落下的汗水
你对我轻轻的抚摸
你对我微微的一吹
终于夜色淹没了涟漪
月亮浮现在水中央
那么清晰， 那么皎洁
若阳光与夜晚交替后
一切能维持原状，
只盼能把你眏入湖面
哪怕只是一眼瞬间

一种感觉

这感觉
像水
清而甜
又像茶
甘而香
也像酒
涩而烈
又像咖啡
苦而浓
还像小溪
细而长
更像浪
去又来
这感觉
一丝丝
仿佛思念

写给一位朋友

Liar

Always
You say that I am a liar
The first day we knew each other
My name was already a lie
Because of lie
You know me better then
Because of a lie
You mowed the lawn with a simple scissor
Because of a lie
You could stand on the top of a hill
Because of a lie
You are the only one who believes that shark would chase fish in the sky
Because of lies
You always perform Sichuan opera
Because of lies
You always ask ‘really?’ after people telling you something
Because of lies
We are close to each other then
If you do enjoy the entertainment of lie
Liar will never far apart from you
If you feel like stupid of being fooled by lie
Liar will hold a distance between you and liar
But this is another lie for you
Tones of lie are waiting for you until the last breath of liar
As lie is the only bridge between you and liar

写给一个朋友

写给一个朋友

六年前的天意安排之下
我的联系名单多了一个名字
我打羽毛球时多了一位拍档
我的功课簿多了一位抄袭者
我搭巴士时多了一位陪乘客
我的生日多了一位庆祝者
我看电影时多了一个人吃我的爆玉花
我跑步时多了一个人在旁抢空气
我起床后多了一个人载我去吃早点
最有趣的是多了一位绯闻对象
最难得的是多了一位慰问者
最重要的是生命中多了一个支持者
而你将多了一个人对你说
谢谢你
一个不可多得的朋友

我怀念的

我的中学生涯

白衣蓝裙套在你我的身上
我们独爱看白衣青裤的他们
胸前的校徽是维护校规的叮嘱
可我们总爱在名条之上留白
这纯粹因为
我们会为了补充体力而上课时偷吃
我们会为了自身安全而结群上厕所
我们会为了解热而互相打印手掌印
我们会为了解闷而在校园四处游荡
我们会为了善待自己而逃课吃点心
我们会为了关心同学们而讨论八卦
我们会为了秉持吾爱吾校而逃课为校队打气
我们会为了让老师省下口水而做人工复印
我们会为了让父母省心而在考卷上写下善意的谎言
我们会为了惊喜而夜闯民居唱生日歌
我们会为了感恩而替老师庆生
我们会为了惜福而向老师讨原谅
但是我们不会让生命留白
这也纯粹因为
我们会为了 A1而相聚在一起
我们会为了梦想而分道扬镳
我们定会为了更多的回忆而相约在一起

写给一位朋友

写给一位朋友

如果我说
我有蔡依林的眼睛
那么你就有梁咏琪的
不过我的只有林忆莲的
如果我说
我的样子迷人
那么你的会迷死人
不过我是凶死人
如果我说
我的身高平平
那么。。。
那么你的还可以啦
如果你说
你很肥
那么我就有肥肥的身材
如果你说
你才华并不出色
那么我是一无是处
如果你说
你住板屋
那么我只有帆布床
当我叫你师傅
你会说不要乱乱认
当我让你说笑话
你会不停地说不好笑
当我让你陪我跑三圈
你会说只能一圈
当我告诉你你脸很黑
你会说人家只是不笑而已
当有天你对我说再见时
我只会说
我会永远记得你
我的朋友

续写爱情

蔚蓝的天空
我仿佛看见
你的模样在云间
深蓝的海洋
我仿佛看见
你的模样在浪花间
当我闭上双眼
我还是看见
你的模样在我脑海间
原来
你已侵入我的心里

写爱情

你
仿佛海市蜃楼
仅在一步之迈
即便无迹可寻
给予瞬间希望
却是万吨失落
更是无限挣扎

你
任我踏破天涯
也是我到不了的